Saturday, September 28, 2013
Rumblitis--Chapter Eleven: Virgin Mary's Hue
As always--my books: King's Books!
ELEVEN:
Staci Rumble, slapping little brother Ray into consciousness, him almost dead and definitely drunk, lazily lounging on the cruel comfort of a Kennedyesque rocking chair, hoping to heal his mind with a little motion, remembering the Cuban Missile Crises and President Jack's Steel Intentions, like Conan's father kinda/sorta saying:
"Men will make mistakes and let you down, but you can always count on the steel of a sword."
Ray threw up. On Staci's Reebok footwear. She laughed. Cried too. Gently removing the chunky-discharged tragedy of it all. Found a towel and spot removed after trash-caning the foul evacuation of Ray's insides.
"I'm sorry sis." Ray blurted.
Staci, tears flowing from her eyes:
"It's almost time Ray. It's almost time for you to die. Then, it will all be better."
Ray like:
"I know."
Staci:
"Don't fight death when it comes. Merge into the entropy of it all--your decency and living determination to love the life of Christ will pronounce you solid--if ya get me ."
Didn't matter to Ray. Sure, he loved Christ. But why? The anguish of it all--a devil's creation out of hand. A reason for greatness. The evolution of stupidity or not, the important thing being humility. Dead to pride--pride being rebellion against God. Only live to do your best, no matter how screwed up you are, whether suffering from a Learning Disability or dangerous due to Crystal Meth addiction--yes, we are all children of God, Satan too--and that's what freaked Ray--the duality of it all. The escape of the crimson-horned adder as mentioned in the Book of Revelation. You can't kill it. Then, the WOMAN in Blue offered ease, reminding Ray: (Genesis 3:15, A Translation Of The Latin Vulgate): "I will put enmities between thee and the woman, and thy seed and her seed: she shall crush thy head, and thou shalt lie in wait for her heel."
Ray felt better. Burped sobriety. Sobriety being a cruel bitch clothed in a botched existence. And he was glad, glad that Staci would always love him, this easing his modern absence from Xelba.